It's been a long time...

... since i blogged.

... since i twitted.
... since i last touched a guitar.
... since i last played the drum.
... since i last went to a bar or a club.
... since i met with my buddies back in M'sia.

I need to get a life... seriously!
=(

Had to be honest here... had been losing my mojo to blog recently. Probably because life here in Hanoi is getting really boring for me. Damn, no pubs, no clubs, no cybercafes... heck i can't even read and speak Vietnamese!

Honestly... i feel dumb at times. Felt like an illiterate. I can't even order food off the menu if they take my order in Vietnamese. I have tried real hard to pick up their language, at least the very basic. But sad to say, i have no interest at all. I find their language hard to learn (especially with the 6 different tones for an alphabet), unconventional, non-logical, cheeky, and sounds damn rude at times! Urgh... i just can't stand it. >.<

Hence, most of the time i'm just stuck at home... reading online books, playing online games, chatting online, and watching Korean dramas (thank God for the Korean channels available on my cable tv!)

Anyways...

촉하 해요 평창!
I know it's been 4 days already... but heck, i couldn't be happier for South Korea for winning the 2018 Winter Olympic bid! Wanted to blog about this on the day that they announced the winner of the bid... but can't seem to find the "oomph" to blog.

By the way, i watched it live over here ^^... alongside with 50 million South Koreans worldwide! Gosh was it a joyous occasion to see them win. Finally after 10 years of perseverance... losing 2 times doesn't stop this bunch! I am so envious of their determination and dedication to bring good to their country. Look at the support from the locals... 95% is ridiculous! Seems like everyone wants South Korea to host the Games! Even president Lee Myung Bak is there to support!!

2018... South Korea, here i come!!! (Maybe by that time i'm a permanent resident there... nyek nyek nyek...)

화이팅!

Busy busy busy...

Had been real busy lately with my work. And that is good! Its better than rotting my ass off over here in Hanoi with nothing much to fill up my spare time... other than online gaming.

=P

Oh well, nothing much to update at the moment. But i do admit that i'm getting addicted to this online game called Ran Online. It's an MMORPG (Massive Multiplayer Online Role Playing Game) where u level up your character and whoop ppl's ass when the PK (Player Kill) time is initiated.

Sweet eh?

Can definitely help in reducing stress!

Haha~!

Ran Online is nothing new to me though. Had been playing it during my university times... just that i had stopped for erm... 5-6 years? Much had changed now. When i first started out, it's still in it's infancy stage as open beta. Now, Episode 7 is coming out soon... swt! I am so outdated.

Anyways, i've reached level 151 in one month... cool? All thanks to the leveling events held recently... leveling up your character is a breeze.

Well, enough of my rants on Ran for the moment. I'm not here to drown anyone with useless informations about an online game that maybe most of the people is not interested in at all. But my point is, try to make use of your time.

Don't over stuff yourself with sleep. Sleep is just a drag in life. Try to fill up your time with something meaningful or passionate about. Like me for example, despite reaching level 151 in an online game, that doesn't mean i'm hooked on it. I still spend time reading, exercising, cooking, cleaning the house, ironing my clothes, and other daily chores. But i filled up some those extra time with online game. You can do so too! Not nescessarily with online games, but just fill up your time by doing the things that you love. Eventually, you will feel that 24hrs a day ain't enough. I wished that i could be longer though. Perhaps 36 hrs? kekeke...

So, yeah.

Stumbled upon this vid just now. Just wanna share out some laughs before signing off...

Btw, just before you all go crazy or something, the vid is fake. Just for laughs!

Random Rant

I love trance... i really do... A LOT!

What is the most shitty part about staying in foreign countries? It's when there is no nice, classy, posh clubs playing quality trance. Damn it... i miss the good times when me and my best bud go to Ministry of Sound to catch some big DJ's dishing out some ass whooping tracks behind the decks.

Come on man... there is 84million citizens in Vietnam, 6million in Hanoi alone, and there is not a single club that can even compare to the dodgy-ist club back in KL? FML max...

Anyways, enough of my ranting. Currently this is my favorite track!

Nurettin Colak - Conception (Artic Moon Remix)

Now that trance for ur soul baby!!!

Peace!

Day 18

It's the 18th day i'm in Hanoi, Vietnam. So far so good i guess... My local colleagues are exceptionally nice and funny. A nice bunch to hang with. Though sometimes there might be some misunderstandings because of language barrier... nonetheless they are still very helpful.

So far, there's really nothing much to complain about other than the ridiculously chaotic traffic and terrible air pollution. Initially, i tot it was fog... only to realize later that it's smog! Goodness!

This city is raided with motorcycles...

Madness... You need balls to be a police here.

Many have asked me the same question over and over, "Ain't you afraid being alone in a foreign country?" Well, being alone in a foreign country is not as bad as many have thought.

It's really a good experience and opportunity to learn about a new culture, lifestyle and even language. Instead of being confined in our comfort zone, why not venture out to see this great big world? There's just so much to see and learn.

I admit that at times i do feel lonely and definitely miss my family and friends back in M'sia, but hey... that's where technology comes into play to bridge that "distance" gap! There's Skype, MSN messenger, Yahoo messenger, Whatsapp (for smartphones) and many more programs and applications to keep our contacts in touch.

Ain't technology wonderful?

=)

Anyways, deep in my heart, I believe that God is the one who opened the door and gave me this opportunity. Hence, I will walk tall, talk bravely and work hard without any fears... cause i know that God is with me always...

No fear!

-Peace out-

Tight Schedules

Had been extremely busy lately... with all the datelines and my lady boss breathing down my neck chasing for this and that. Come on! I only got a pair of hands! How much can you expect from me?

Urgh...

Apart from my rants, i think i pretty much achieve what i wanted so far.

1) I managed to wake up at 7.30am everyday

2) I exercised at least 15 min a day (morning)

3) I'm starting to eat with a more healthy and balanced diet

4) I'm maximizing my time with activities and i wasted less time doing nothing

5) I procrastinated much lesser

So far... for my week's report, I think i'm doing good. Hope i keep this up!

=)

Mondays...

Kick started some of my new year resolutions this morning.
1) I woke up at 7am
2) I exercised for 15 min
3) Practiced guitar for 15 min
4) Practiced speaking Korean for 15 min

Then off i go to work...
and...
it didn't go all that smoothly...
1) Before even i stepped out of the house, the door jammed. Yeah... we were locked inside.
2) Reached office a lil late.
3) Though productive day... but i was kinda moody and grumpy.

BUT!

This won't stop me from achieving my resolutions.

Hope i can keep this up!
=)

New Year Resolution - pt2

You know what? Forget about starting my reso next year!
I'm starting some of it right now!
Yes NOW!
29th Nov 2010!

I seriously feel that i've wasted too much time!
Wish me luck in accomplishing it!
I am determined to!

아 자 아 자 화 이 팅!

Kim Jung Il

Another one just for laughter...

Kim Jung Il, the de facto leader of North Korea, always believed that North Korea is much better than the South.

He always emphasis that North Korea is Best Korea!

But looking at satelite images of North Korea...

It doesn't seemed that convincing... Lolz.

New Year Resolution

Had been thinking a lot lately especially when i was sick and lying on my bed doing absolutely nothing but think, think and think. I've reflected a lot on the past 27 years of my life.

What had i done?

What had i learnt?

What had i achieved?

Seriously, i almost burst into tears.

When it comes to achievements, i achieved nothing... when it comes to learning, i din learn much...

Where and what am I right now?

Absolutely nothing.

Guess i'm just a real small dot on this huge world.

I've always aspired to be someone influential to the society, but right now, i ain't heading there. I've wasted 27 years!

That's 9855 days!

Dang it!

Anyways, it's pointless to cry over spilt milk.

So here i have... my first draft of my 2011 New Year Resolution!

1. Learn a new language (Korean) - might come in handy when i go there next year.

2. Learn the art of self defense (Wing Chun) - found a dojo in OUG area.

3. Learn hip hop dance. Yes, DANCE! - Since i don't have much time for gym, dance can be a form of exercise for me.

4. Stop procrastinating!

5. Be more disciplined with my schedules - especially waking up every morning.

6. Be more active in sports! - Badminton & squash will be great.

7. Spend more time with mom and dad.

8. Read a book every fortnight.

9. Have a proper eating habit - less fast food & more healthy food.

10. Get a job in Singapore!

*edited* 11. Learn some video editing!

To be continued...

Well, that's my new year resolution so far. I know it's a wee bit too early for this but heys... at least i thought about it!

Time to be more proactive!

Disappointed...

I just got back from the interview in HP Global Center. Damn... it's kinda disappointing. I wasn't prepared AT ALL for the technical questions that they're gonna bombard me with... and it's so freaking hard to answer them!

I hadda tell them frankly that i can't answer some of the questions. Damn... i do hope it turns out alright.

I really wanna get out of Sunway...

*fingers crossed & praying hard*

Korea #1

I'm getting really addicted to Korean songs... probably even with it's culture!

But who doesn't?

For a country of it's size... they are truly remarkable!

They have the world's top players in the gaming community.

They make internationally recognized cars.

They have some internationally recognized singers.

BoA Kwon

Lee Hyori

They have the hottest actresses.

Kim Hee Sun

Song Hye Kyo

They have some of the best indie bands.

Nell

They have the some of the world's prettiest girls...

Wondergirls

Not bad for a country of 73 million citizens...

Definitely... Korea # 1

Oh yeah... they have the best American born Korean youtubers too...

URGH!

It's been a while since i posted an entry on my blog here. It's mainly due to the hectic time line i'm facing currently with my job. I'm drowning in my own workload. Helpppp!

On top of that, i'm sick again. Yes... SICK! As in, really having a bad ass sore throat and fever. I know i should be resting at home, but hecks... as if the company cares about me. All they care about is getting their work done.

After struggling through for them, what do I get? NOTHING! Not even a simple pat on the back. WTH? Seriously...

"Love you job and not your company because the company will never love you back!"

Whenever u find that your job is getting a bit too mundane or boring, it's a sign... it's time to search for greener pasture. And that's what i'm doing right now. In fact, i'll be having my interview on 15th of November 2010! Fingers crossed that i do get that job! Though it's not what i wanted initially (i was hunting for jobs in Singapore), but i guess this MNC is pretty much my stepping stone into bailing myself out of this country. They have offices worldwide and they actually encourage internal rotation (as in going overseas...).

With all honesty, i HATE my current job. All the management do is dump u into the deep blue sea and expect u to get their work done without any guidance or training.

Read my lips:
I AM a motivated employee...
I AM an innovative employee...
I AM an initiator...
I AM a leader...
BUT...
are you gonna just leave me all alone without a life jacket in the vast open sea?
are you gonna let the blind lead the blind?
are you not gonna at least shine a lil light on my path so that i'll know where to go?

Screw you!

What Would Jesus Do?

Seriously, this just came into my mind out of no where and i just got these urge to blog about it.

Now, just think about it for a moment...

What would Jesus do?
When He's walking in my shoes?
When He's working at my job?
When He's going to my school?

Well, these few lines above is actually from an old song by Big Tent Revival. I happen to find it on Youtube too!... go check it out! It's a really good song.
=)

The statement "What would Jesus do, walking in my shoes?" is really intriguing. Have it come across your mind that, are we, as Christians living what God wants us to be? If Jesus is really walking in our shoes, the first thing He'll be doing will be reaching out to others and saving them. Continuing His "physical" ministry from where He left off when He was crucified. Are we doing it? Are we reaching out?

Oh gosh, i had to be frank... i am kinda left behind in this area. I guess it's a sign from the holy spirit when it prompted me to blog about it.

Am I doing my part as a christian at my workplace? I guess i really had to rework and touch up on this area of my life...

This 4 letters WWJD (What Would Jesus Do in abbreviation) really has a tremendous impact to Christians. It serves as a reminder to us to embrace Christianity more seriously and focus on the life of Christ. We should really be more Christ like and walk in His footsteps.

Lets move together to be closer to God!

My Prayer:

Heavenly Father, thank You for Your gentle reminder that i should embrace Christianity more seriously and be more focused on the life of Christ. Please forgive me, for i haven't been doing my part recently. Give me the strength to embrace and be more Christ like. Let me be the light that shines brightly for You, reaching out to those who are still in darkness. Give me the wisdom to speak and courage to reach out to those who are in need. Though i'm not perfect, but please use me Lord, as a vessel, as Your tool, as Your instrument to be who You wanted me to be. Amen.

Innovation?

According to this article:
http://thestar.com.my/news/story.asp?file=/2010/10/27/nation/7302969&sec=nation
... apparently Malaysia can generate a culture of innovation.

I'll say... yeah right!

Puh-lease!! At this current pace... not in a million years...

Now, before readers start flaming me about this, just read through my 2 cents first. Probably you'll see my rational behind this.

Conservative culture - Probably one of the biggest turn off in generating highly innovative individuals. Frankly speaking, we are one awfully quiet and conservative society. How can we stimulate our innovations within us if we can't even speak for ourselves. Moreover share our ideas out? Remember during school, whenever a teacher asked a question, how many of us really do dare to answer or even to correct a teacher's mistake? And if you realized, those that dared to ask or correct are those who excelled in their studies. And where are they now? Overseas... period.

Open mindedness - Sadly, we have one of the most narrow-minded society. This is closely related to "conservative culture". When we are in a conservative society, we tend to be less open minded about things. Hence, it'll discourage young minds from expanding and venture into creativity and innovation. Look at the ppl in the United States. They are free to do and voice out whatever they wish to. Though it might be a double edged sword, but at least it's giving the mind a chance to expand it's horizons.

Guts - We simply don't have enough balls to take things into another level. They are many with wonderful ideas, may it be a business model or invention, but when it comes to the real deal, most of us just simply shrug it away because we are afraid of being laughed and ridiculed at.

Now, i can keep going on about this but heys... i dun wan to bored you all with my rants...
Just think about it a lil by yourself.
We simply ain't ready enough!
We NEED more awareness!

Budget 2011

I couldn't help posting this on my blog.
It's written by a dude named Syek Akhbar Ali.
Just as i was hammering on the new Budget 2011 a couple of days back, my fren forwarded this to me thru email and i couldn't stop laughing!

Anyways, here's the article. (i know... the grammar is a lil bit misaligned. Hope you don't mind it!)

Tuesday, October 19, 2010

The 2011 Budget

By Syed Akbar Ali
Hot news versus one week later analysis. Well when sometime has passed we get more hindsight and more 'analysis paralysis'. I am just rounding it up and putting my two cents worth about the Budget 2011. Today the Plus folks reveal that the five year postponement of toll hikes simply means that the Government has to pay Plus RM5.0 billion compensation. Plus the RM2.5 bilion unpaid compensation still owing to Plus by the Government, that is RM7.5 Billion of taxpayers’ funds. That is simply leaving money in the right pocket and paying taxpayers money to Plus from the left pocket. Apa beza sangat ?

There are adventurous ideas like building an RM5 billion 100-storey Warisan Merdeka by PNB. The PM said yesterday, somewhere, that the 100 floors of this building will fill up with offices and businesses, implying the 100 storey building means jobs and humming businesses. Well it does not work that way. Assuming each floor has a minimum of 100 occupants, the 100 storey building will house 10,000 people. These 10,000 people must already have successful businesses before they can move in and pay the rent in a 100 storey “Malaysia’s tallest building”. You cannot build a 100 storey building which will magically create successful businesses to become its tenants. I guess what will happen is that PNB will arm twist all the GLCs under its wing to take up space at the 100 storey Warisan Merdeka.

There is precedent because this is what UEM(?), MRCB(?) had to do to fill up the Sentral Project in Brickfields. Ask the GLCs and Government departments to move into Sentral. Wouldn’t 1MDB’s Sg Besi redevelopment, Naza’s Jalan Duta redevelopment and all the other Greater Kuala Lumpur skyscrapers also be clamoring for the same GLCs and the same Government departments to fill up their empty spaces? So please plan well.

Then the PM’s wife’s pet project the Permata program has been given another RM111 of taxpayers’ money – three times the RM36 million given last year. Last year the Prime Minister said there were 900 “anak pintar”. So do we have three times more anak pintar kids this year? Number of children is a biological function. You cannot triple ‘pintar kids’ in one year. Todate the total amount spent on the Pintar program is over RM176 million – which works out to RM195,500 spent per pintar kid so far. That’s more than degree at a private university. OK let me ask a simple question : how are the Pintar kids doing? Folks our money is being spent. So how are the Pintar kids doing? Do you all recall the Monsoon Cup?

Critics have also pointed out an allocation of RM65 million to renovate the Prime Minister’s residence. The question is why? It’s still a new house, made of concrete and steel. Why renovate a new house? And why cost so much?

The good part in the Budget are the incentives for home buyers. A 4 percent interest rate for a maximum of RM60,000 for low cost houses, government guaranteed down payments of 10 percent for houses below RM220,000 for first time buyers earning less that RM3000 a month, and 50 percent stamp duty exemption for first-time house buyers of houses not exceeding RM350,000 is just great. Helping folks financially with the 10% house deposit for huses below RM220,000 is just awesome.

This will help more Malays and other lower income folks own houses (this is a real problem lah). Kudos to whoever managed to slip this gem into the Budget. I take it that this also means that the banks can still lend 90% loans for the remainder purchase price? Syabas. Lets increase house ownership – it will lead to economic growth.

Abolishing import duty on approximately 300 items like apparel, handbags, shoes, shampoo, suits, children’s apparel, wallets, hair colourants, golf balls, imitation jewellery, talcum powder, curtains, table cloth, blankets, bed sheets, shirts, undergarments, lingerie, nightwear, perfumes and mosquito netting (?) is great.
Please include cars and motorbikes in the list too.

I agree with Dr Mahathir that the Employees Provident Funds should be careful with investing 20 percent of its assets overseas (from 7% now). On the one hand we want foreign investment. On the other hand we are sending out our money by the shiploads. What gives? Please don’t buy shopping malls overseas ok. Want to play safe buy OECD Government securities. If it is Greek, discount heavily first.

The Auditor General’s Report has been postponed. Do you share the feeling that there is going to be some embarrassing news? FMT has written about the 2006 Auditor-General’s Report “about a RM32 screwdriver set bought for RM224, a RM160 pen for RM1,146, and a RM50 carjack for RM5,700? …more shocking RM290 million spent by the Customs Department for an outdated user-hostile information system.”

This is the sin of our system for the past 40 years, we do not pay market prices. We always overpay and get less. It is not just bad for us the taxpayers but it is worse for the businesses, the entrepreneurs and the economy. Easy money has made us non competitive and condemned us to the wheel chair.
One Taikor said “the Government pays three times more fo everything anyway”. That is three time market price. The 2011 Budget totals RM212 Billion. There is plenty of fat inside I am sure. Looking at past Auditor-General’s Reports and what the Taikor said, we can achieve what we want to achieve for 2011 using maybe just one third of the amount or RM70 Billion only.

The remainder RM142 Billion will be used to make nails in our coffin, by making easy money GLCs, easy money cronies and other easy money addicts uncompetitive, lazy and handout driven. No need to be innovative, creative, work hard or be bold.

The 2011 Budget also says that “Private Sector Investment” will increase to RM86 Billion. There is some ‘pulling the wool over the eyes’ going on here. The businesses that I run are 100% private sector. The Government never asked me how much I will be investing over 2011. Even if they did, how does my “private sector investment” become part of the Government’s Budget Planning?

What is meant by “private sector investment” actually means spending by the GLCs. That is taxpayer’s money ok, it is NOT private sector investment. For example the Government has Guaranteed 1MDB’s RM5.0 billion Bond issue (that’s taxpayers money folks).
i. The Kuala Lumpur International Financial District valued at RM26 billion.
ii. The Mass Rapid Transit in Greater KL costing RM40 billion (targeted 2020).
iii. the Warisan Merdeka 100-storey tower valued at RM5 billion
So I hope someone will advise the Prime Minister not to keep repeating Private Sector Financing (do you notice that they have dropped that other misnomer “Private Finance Initiative”?) There is no such thing. The taxpayer’s will be paying for everything.

Other than the 100 storey Warisan Merdeka, there are a couple of other dicey suggestions which have slipped under the radar. One is the RM3.0 billion resort developmet in Karambunai. “Najib said Nexus Karambunai, a renowned resort in Sabah, had committed to developing an integrated RM3bil eco-nature resort, the first in the world, by leveraging on its natural beauty and uniqueness.”

The Government will “give” RM100.0 million. Hah? What do you mean by “give”? Let me guess, the balance RM2.9 billion is “private sector financing”? I find this very hard to accept. I suspect taxpayer’s money will be involved again. Somehow I smell fish here. RM3.0 billion for a resort? In Sabah? I say bro, RM30.0 million tak boleh ke?

Here is some Standard Two calculation to get the Pay Back period. Pay Back period represents the number of years for a business to generate net profit to payback the total money invested in the project. Say the Karambunai Eco Resort will have 500 rooms. Say it is 5 star and room rates average RM500 per day (well lets assume the Mubadalla guys from Abu Dhabi will stay there).
Assuming 80% occupancy the whole year (I am being very very optimistic) the calculation is like this : 500 rooms x 80% x 365 days x RM500 = RM73.0 million revenue. Taking 30% "net profit" (a very very optimistic assumption again), net profit will be = RM22.0 million.
So Pay Back Period = RM3.0 billion / RM22.0 million = 136 years ! ! It will be 136 years before they can recover the investment. (Usually most viable businesses have a payback period of 6 - 12 years)
Lets give them even more optimistic scenarios. Lets double the room rates to RM1000 per day (OK lah the Emir of Abu Dhabi may come calling too). At double the net profit, the Pay Back period will be halved ie 68 years. This is still too far fetched.

Here is some more Darjah Dua arithmetic. Say the cost of construction is RM100 psf. It means RM3.0 billion will buy us 3.0 million square feet of resort space in Karambunai. For your imagination and comparison, the Mid Valley Mega Mall has 4.5 million sq ft of space.

Here is some trivia about the Mid Valley Megamall
4.5 million square feet (420,000 m²), a shopping mall, an office tower block, 30 signature offices and 2 hotels, 430 shops on five and a half floors, five anchor tenants; Carrefour, Jusco, Golden Screen Cinemas, Metrojaya and Harvey Norman, an 18 screen Cinema, a state-of-the-art bowling centre, two mega food courts, a 48,300 square foot (4,500 m²) convention centre, a 646 room business hotel named Cititel.

I know a resort and a shopping mall are not like “apples and apples” but RM3.0 billion for an eco resort? Shouldn’t it be the case that in an “eco” resort you must preserve the greenery with minimum cutting and covering with concrete. RM3.0 billion sounds way too much. Sinkhole comes to mind.

The other ‘blackhole’ that should be on our radar is the Talent Corporation. Even the name Talent Corporation sounds like some Las Vegas adult entertainment “talent hunting” company. There was no mention of the amount to be given to this Talent Hunters but I think it is a ripoff of taxpayers funds.
The plan to get back 70,000 Malaysians working overseas is ridiculous. Even getting back 10% of this figure or 7000 of them is ridiculous. Most of them are non Malays who have left the shores for greener pastures overseas. Why would they come back? And if they come back, where would the Talent Corporation place them? Can the Talent Corporation go to IOI Corporation or Gleneagles Medical Center and say ‘we have found this guy who is earning USD30,000 a month overseas. Can you give him a job for RM150,000 a month?’
Its not going to happen. The only alternative is to find them places in the GLCs. I don’t think this will happen either.

So what gives? The fun will be in the “talent hunt”. Whoever the clever beggar “con” sultant or sub-contractor who thought up this idea and slipped it between the sheets is going to make tons of money undertaking the “hunt”. Whether they bag any birds is not relevant. The fun (and the money to be made) is in the hunt. No need to head to the Las Vegas “one armed bandits”. The stick up can be done here. ‘Stick ‘em up’.

Salam.

Lolz... it's a bit long, but it's worth reading it thru!

If i had only 48 hours to live...

A good fren of mine asked me this question today.

"Kenneth, what are the things that you'll do should you realise that this is the last 48hrs of your life?"
Seriously, i was dumbfounded.
I heard this question a trillion times but i didn't really put much of a thought to it.

Hence, let me quote my friend's answer...

Since i don't have commitments other than my mom and dad this is what i planned to do.

0000 - 0130 - Go back Seremban
0130 - 0800 - Spend time with parents and explain to them my last wish
0800 - 1000 - Go to the airport and get the earliest flight to Los Angeles, US
1000 - 3000 - Journey to Los Angeles
3000 - 3200 - Look for my dream girl and explain to her my dire situation
3200 - 4800 - Be in the arms of my dream girl till my clock stops ticking

Some might think that this is ridiculous, while some will say it is sweet.
Well, I'm neutral. Most probably because i'm numb about this matters at the moment as my work is eating me from the inside out.
=(
Oh well... i should probably start thinking about this thoroughly.

So....
If YOU had only 48 hours to live what would you do?

Hurry!! The clock is ticking!!

p.s - until now i still dunno who's my fren's dream girl... so, don't bother asking me.